Thursday, February 3, 2011

little shadow

I like it best when it's cold in here.
Cold on the inside.
Cold all around me.
But when chilly tipi ears remind me I'm being selfish,
I love the warm even more.
A California-State-of-Mind is just a fancy way of saying
an Explosive-Insecure-Way-of-Being.
My cat has more soul than you.
His heart is full and thriving, and I inspire to be like him.
I love shadows in the dark
because they are Spooky.
And I love everything Spooky
because I love my little shadow.
Everything Spooky knows everything me.
And everything Spooky loves everything me.
And that's when I'm whole.
I owe you more than an insurance card for all that you heal.
I owe you more than the pedestal I hold you so high on.
You are my life, my partner, my best friend.
What's mine is everything yours.
This union of souls intertwined, simply meant to be.
You are everything.
You are wise and you are warm.
You are my little shadow, you are more.
You are me, I am you.
You are the best teacher I know.
And I love you more now than I ever have in my whole life.